@preachpreachpreach: #fyp

Imy :

I feel like it’s actually evil I got nerfed with bpd and alcohol use disorder

✨🤍 :

We are done for

methmoose :

What bout us bpd boys

𝓛𝓲𝓷𝓪 :

SULTAN :

𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘤𝘻🪷 :

evanpeters :

I don’t have bpd but when I have a “favorite person” I obsess over them for long time and hyperfixation and can make them personality and I start adopting interests and I start forcing myself to struggle with same things that the “favorite person” struggles with so I cna be special for them. It can lead to me hurtingmyself bc they hurt themselves. And also my mood can depend on them and i get SOOOOO upset when plans are for example cancelled last minute. Like I can get so euphoric happy excited when I get plans with this “favorite person” and then I GET SO HAPPY AND EXCITED and get ready and stuff and I can scream out of excitement and stuff and soso happy. And then it gets cancelled. And also if I’ve hung out with this person and they have to go home then I feel so heavy like mentally after a hangout with that “favorite person”. And I can also overthink and think that they don’t care as much as I care and also overthink like if I’ve been annoying or smt and not cool. And this is not abt my favorite person this but I get waves or episodes of like where I end up in multiple arguments everyday and intense overwhelming emotions it feels like the end of the world like actually. My head physically feels like it’s tightening and abt to explode bc I cry so much. And I am angry and frustrated and sad and i dont know just so overwhelmed I think. Like idrk anything like im confused abt everything. My brain is very complex VERY complex. I’m bad at thinking clearly. Very much brainfog. And worsen at these episodes or whatever maybe. I dont know. Tbh I just have bad brain fog in general. And I used to think I faked everything like I’ve been mirroring others interests and stuff and i dont know the real me. And also my interests change very often. I do have adhd just so yall know. But yh I get hit with intense dopamine bursts. And then sometimes smt causes it to crash. Maybe.