Sianghai^^ :
This dude, I met him last year and eventually naging kami. Ngl, okay talaga relationship namin nung una, pero habang tumatagal, unti-unti kong nakita yung bad side niya. He always prioritized games over me, barely spent time with me, and minsan nagsisinungaling pa na busy siya just so he could talk to another girl. Hindi rin siya nagte-text unless ako yung unang mag-message.
He even ghosted me for 2 months, then nung bumalik siya, nag-apologize siya and said na busy lang daw talaga siya. I kept forgiving him kahit paulit-ulit, and lagi kong sinisisi sarili ko, thinking na baka hindi lang ako good enough or baka may mali sakin.
I even asked him if he ever loved me, and he said na natatakot lang daw siyang mahalin ako kasi baka iwan ko rin siya, just like what his ex did to him a few months before.
Pero in the end, siya pa rin yung nang-iwan sakin. And the crazy part? Yung ex niya na lagi niyang sinasabing “pinaka-evil na tao” sa buhay niya, siya rin yung binalikan niya.
Honestly, ang sakit kasi I kept understanding him, forgiving him, and trying to make things work, only to realize na parang ako lang pala yung patuloy na kumakapit.
2026-10-03 03:09:54