yearner pero may bitaw :
we never ended, but i deact my acc. i was disappointed on him, he's aware that i hate it, i told him that i don't like those things but he still did it without even thinking of me, without considering my feelings.
i distance myself not because of anger, but because of embarrassed. i was embarrassed very embarrassed why? kasi sa iba kopa nalaman, iba pa yung naka kita, iba pa yung naka alam.
alam mo okay naman ako sa kung ano lang yung kaya mong ibigay, kontento ako sa kung ano ka... tinanggap kita ng walang pag aalinlangan, kasi nga mahal kita. pero hindi mo pinahalagahan yun. inabuso moko, unabuso mo yung pagmamahal na yun. yk what? when i saw what you did i literally froze for a while, shaking and doesn't even know what to do that time. nakaka blanko, alam mo yung may ebedensya na pero hindi parin ako naniniwala, hindi parin nag s- sync in sa utak ko na ginawa mo yun, kasi paulit ulit kong sinabi yun sayo, paulit ulit kong pinapadama na ayoko nang ganon.
alam mo yung masakit? yung lamunin ako nang hiya, kasi isipin mo ginawa ko lahat kahit ika ubos ko, ipinagmalaki kita, i told them that you are the most good person I've ever met, pero putangina naman ohhh... lahat sila alam na na ginawa mo yun. hindi lang ako yung na disappoint mo, pero silang lahat. they believe in every good things that i said about you but you disappoint us. yk? they warn me before, na i should not let things be unfair, they told me na i should leave you na, that i shouldn't be setteling for less, but i ignore that warnings. cuz ik you, ik you since when we're not together pa, i saw how capable you are in doing good things kaya i still can't believe that you did that. you used to "lose your life just for me" to "love me in a deepest way" "that i am the girl that you've been looking for" pero all of that sweet words are just a words lang pala noh? sweet, but killer.
i tried my best to understand you babyyy, i really do. pero nauubos na po ako, unti unti napo akong nauubos. kung dumating man yung araw na umayaw at maubos nako ng tuluyan, always remember na minahal kita haa, higit pa sa sarili ko. hindi ko gustong sumuko, pero ikaw na mismo yung gumagawa ng paraan para sukuan kita. ilym.
2026-09-26 12:18:49