otarioincomum :
I am a devotee and I had a stupid accident. I made a big mistake and fell from 32 feet , early in the morning , working , at the end of the day I was standing on my feet , completely in shock and dissociating of the crazy day I had, don’t know how I made it , but I made a great recovery, only took me a year , despite being ok , walking , and not disfigured , I can’t help but feel stuck in it . I just can’t get past my error… I remember being free falling like it was slow motion , I remember the impact , I never blacked out ( only on the ambulance ) , but my brain can’t deal with the momment of my error , I can’t remember exactly. It’s bugs me so much ! It’s been 3 years , and starting to realise trauma is a really big deal, I wish I felt in control . I’m a lucky guy and I’m thankfull for how well things turned out .. and how I dealt with all , but yessss I do feel stuck . Whenever I see someone in danger of tripping on the street or stupid little things that hurt people , I certainly do react and feel really much more reactive now !
2026-09-28 01:32:41