I think I have feelings for you. But I never tell you about it because I fear that if i do then I’ll ruin everything . So I hold on to our friendships as tight as I can’t pretending that it enough . Pretending am ok when I see you your pictures and videos or anything else . And maybe there’s hope worth holding on to . Maybe one day you’ll choose me and say tha you always knew . But until then I will keep my feelings to myself while am falling for you over and over again .