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to my avoidant princess, i think the hardest part about loving you is that even when you pull away, my first instinct is still to understand you instead of getting mad at you. like i know you have your own way of dealing with things, i know sometimes you need space and you’d rather keep things to yourself, and honestly i try my best to respect that kahit minsan ang hirap din for me. there are so many times where i wanted to ask what was wrong, wanted to tell you how i felt, wanted to say something, pero i stopped myself kase i was scared that i’d just make things worse or make you feel pressured. and i know you probably don’t realize how much i overthink those little things. like when you suddenly get distant, when your replies feel different, or when i feel like you’re slowly pulling away from me, i start questioning everything kahit wala naman akong gustong gawin except understand you. i hate that i care this much sometimes because even when i’m hurt, i still think about how you’re feeling first. i still wonder if you’re okay, if something happened, if maybe you just need time, if maybe i should give you space even when deep down all i really want is to be close to you. and i’m not saying this because i want you to feel guilty or anything, i just want you to understand where i’m coming from. i don’t need you to be perfect, and i don’t expect you to suddenly become super expressive or tell me everything all the time. i just want to feel like i’m still someone you want in your life even when things get overwhelming. because sometimes i can handle the distance, i can handle giving you space, i can handle waiting, pero what hurts is not knowing if you actually still want me there. i guess that’s what scares me the most, kasi i can be patient with you, but i can’t keep convincing myself that i’m not being left behind. i love you enough to understand the parts of you that are hard to understand, and i’ll always try to meet you halfway, pero i hope you understand that i have feelings too. i get tired, i overthink, i get scared, and sometimes i just need a little reassurance that i’m not loving someone who’s slowly trying to let me go. because despite
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