@t202623: #redwood #california #imissyou #comebackhome #istillloveyou I wish you'd come back already, I know you're pretending to be someone you're not and it hurts me so much. I've reflected on everything over these longs months, cried myself to sleep most nights thinking about everything. Any normal person would be full of "hate" or "despise" you.........But all I've done is fall more in love with you the more I learn and understand why you do what you do......Because I know what we have is the realest thing we will ever experience. I know you don't open up to anyone the way you opened up to me. I know it scares you with how comfortable you are with me. It scares me too, but I learned to trust every word you said and maybe that's why I wait like I said I would, because I believe every word you said. I hope that one day you'll believe every word I said, I know how hard that is for you after everything you've been through, but my promises to you will never fade, so I'll wait until you come back. I've never felt this way about anybody, I search for you in everything. I meet people and try to find you in them, but I know I never will.......I know you go through things that make you think about me and try to ignore it, because you're terrified about feeling the emotions that you feel when we talk. You're terrified that I would leave you, you're terrified that you'd ruins things. If any of that were true, if I viewed you any differently than when we first started talking I would've stopped years ago. I would've given up years ago. Pushing me away hurts me far more than anything else could, yet still I wait here for you. I know you're trying to protect yourself, but bottling every emotion up and pretending like they don't affect you will hurt you far more than I ever could. I care about every aspect of your life, even now. If you ever believe in someone or something one more time in your life, believe what I have to say and I promise it will be one of the best decisions of your life. I'll always love you A❤️

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