@user164411942: Timeout😂👋 #ftm #transgender #vent #dysphoria #fyp

shenugglemyjuts :

dude I just show them a video of bar simpson

Dean 🎣 :

I genuinely feel like this next to other men.

Kole :

✮eilJostensBrownEyeContacts :

Is it weird to say if feels like I’m wearing a skin suit

ev the 🚂y :

closes way I found to explain is imagine you put your shoes on the wrong feet like technically you still have shoes on but it doesn't feel right and it's uncomfortable and everyone else has it right and you don't understand why yours feels wrong cus everyone else is fine with there shoes

🫧alexx👤 :

then they just think its the same as being insecure

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️Elijah🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 :

that's how i felt explaining what genderfluid is to my dad and he was saying "okay, tomorrow im gonna be a black Mexican." he also said "than I'll be an 18 year old girl from Jerusalem." he's fucking 47

☆Hailey☆ :

ive sat at party's. circles of cis men have surrounded me. they ask me how I knew. I try everything to describe the hurt. ive tried to describe the isolation. the disconnection. they dont understand what im saying about masculinity. i ask,"how do you know?". one, maybe two of them have something. small flash in their eyes. they dont say anything. I know they understood just for a moment. the others get a determined look. they dont know. they've not thought about it long enough. they can't think hard enough in moment to understand. I really hope that they think about those nights still. I hope they think of me as more then something odd

milkyway_ahoy :

I think it'll never make sense to cis people. they'll never know how detached I feel from my body. I started t recently and for the first time in my entire 23 years of life I can FEEL MY HANDS. I've been so dissociated I genuinely couldn't process sensory information. I couldn't feel things in my hands, couldn't feel my clothes on my skin, couldn't hear my voice in my head. I was living someone else's life and being told that trying to live my own was the same as killing this fake person everyone saw me as. it's like wearing the wrong glasses prescription and everyone telling you that you don't actually have a headache. that you have glasses now so why can't you just see? it's like wearing clothing built for someone else and when you start to tear the seams by moving, you're blamed for being shaped wrong and not the clothes for being incorrect. I stare in the mirror and someone else stares back at me and he HATES me. because he should've been loved for who he was and not what he was supposed to be. and I agree with him because he should just be. and instead he's stuck with me and neither of us can take it anymore

🦓 :

my mom compared being fat to dysphoria

Ethanol ⚽️ :

And they get mad at me cause I struggle to explain it

jayden. :

asked my best friend if she could refer to me as a boy and she said "no lol you'll always be a girl" yeah really helped with my dysphoria

dvelsmightcryyy :

i saw the tv glow is the best depiction ive seen that captures just how painful and horrific it is to go through dysphoria

T-Rex profesional :

I'm on a pause from any possible transition, I can't change my documents and I can't take testo, I'm so tired, really very tired

⪩. .⪨ :

God I wish I could just change a body like a skin in a game. I’m trapped in the wrong body and I can’t do anything abt it

Albert :

It’s so easy to dissociate because of it, like I can only view myself as a consciousness trapped in the wrong body but cis people would never understand and they’d just think im crazy

MANGO :

It lowk just feels like I'm roleplaying being apart of humanity

VAN.AX⁷⊙⊝⊜ :

"It's like looking in a mirror and you have no idea who is in the mirror. You can, assume, it's you. But it will never feel like it is."

Tadgh and/or Forge🇵🇸 :

I swear sm cis people think it’s just heavy insecurity, it’s the constant overwhelming feeling that some part of your body should NOT be there and it’s like living through body horror every day

JJ :

I wouldn’t wish dysphoria on my worst enemy

spencer🏴‍☠️ :

if everyone could live in our heads for a day maybe the world wouldn't hate us

eli ☆ :

“youre just repeating something you found online” because theres similiar experiences.

kyle :

and so many of them genuinely think TS is a choice and we can just be "normal" like the rest of them like why would I choose to feel and live like this

Inkher0 :

I always tell them to imagine waking up as yourself- the way you look right now- but for no reason, everyone has started treated you as the opposite gender, and start calling you a random name. You try to tell them the truth (because it's obvious, right?) but they don't believe you. Worse, it seems like they don't want to. I ask them to imagine how hard it would be interacting with people knowing that.

Charlie🐳 :

the most effective way i can express it is to say like yk when you leave the house in a fuckass outfit that fits poorly and is too tight in some spots and too big in others and you don’t have time to change and you just have to walk around all day like that