@mwqkss: I dont feel like i would be a good boyfriend at all expecially when making friends irl doesnt seem to go well for me. For example, when someone i just met shows me their work that i really like i try to sound like im actually impressed but its somehow hard and i end up sounding like i dont care. It might look like a non issue but its actually really hard for me to change even though i try. Im really scared that i would mess everything up if i was in a relationship bc of whe way i am. I just really want to know how is it like to be actually loved by someone else, having someone by your side, someone you could talk with everyday, someone who would care about you cause they love you the way you are. this is so akward to say T_T #nostalgia #cybershot #digicam #core #sunset