𝕴𝖗𝖎𝖘 :
damn this made me cry. so lemme tell u a story abt me and my old boy bff.
On my first day as a high school student, there was this boy. he was surrounded by other students. he was nonchalant, a gamer, and helpful to newbies. at that time, he was playing a wallhop game and he was IMPRESSIVE. after that, i talked to him and everyday, we started getting closer and closer to each other... and i found out that.. he also plays my fav game and we got even closer! months later, we were basically inseparable! we also share the same brain, always synchronized, and even have our own language. he was... i don't know.. he was a blessing. he comforts me whenever I'm sad and supports me even if he teases me a little. one day, we argued about smth cuz i was teasing him and he got annoyed and snapped at me. i was.. hurt. but cuz of my pride, i ignored him. he ignored me too. from then on, we sit in silence, never talk, never look at each other even tho we sit right next to each other. on Friday morning, i finally lost it and broke down crying. my friends comforted me, but he... didn't even look at me. and i thought, maybe he didn't care about our friendship at all. we ignored each other until.... on graduation, he spoke to me again, and got close to me again as if nothing happened. we played together again...and one time, i spammed him(like i usually do) cuz i wanted to play w him. but.... he told me that.. (the photo) and after that, i never chatted him again. not because i hate him, but because i don't want him to block me... and every night, i just... stare at his message over and over again until my eyes swells with tears again.
2026-09-29 09:26:18