@brwnpanthr: #relatable #fypシ #viral

️idk :

I still do it. I feel embarrassed to cry infront of people

mariaaaa :

oh you ate w this one

astomic_charles🌷 :

I still do it up until today

Alita 🍉 :

Plus I would just get constantly bullied and yelled at for being “too much” so it’s just easier to sit with it all till it eats me alive.

leonor◇ :

i hate crying in front of anybody, i feel like im suffocating, and if someone tries to confort me, i just cry harder. so i just prefer to be alone, its better

jlawskrt :

bcs i used being mocked when I was crying 😁

ᥫ᭡artina :

“you’re so emotional” i wasn’t allowed to cry as a child. if i did id get beaten. i know now that i can cry and it’s okay. but it’s a joke about how emotional i am but everytime i cry its very healing.

. :

Yet I still do the same thing.

sam :

silent repost but I was here

￴ ￴￴￴ ￴🪼⋆｡𖦹°🫧⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ :

have you ever screamed without making a sound

𝒌𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒍𝒚𝒏 ♡ :

real

Zak Langford🎸 :

I still don’t cry infront of anyone. Last time I cried infront of anyone was when I was 15 and finally opened up to my mum and dad about all the things I was struggling with and bottling up. But haven’t cried in general for about 4 years , I just forget but I know deep down things have eaten me up and I won’t deny that. I want to cry because I miss the innocence of my life and the past but I don’t because you can’t go back and change anything or relive it. But you have the opportunities to appreciate what you have now, to create new chapters and carry on writing your story. I deal with everything better emotionally when I’m on my own. When it comes a time to being in a relationship which will be my first since I was 13 years old , I’ll bring many things and care in a way that woman wants.

vallerieee__ :

Try not to cry is hard

Amor :

being vulnerable is so intimate and that wasn’t something i was ready for

⟡ 𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓮 𓂀 ⟡ :

I was growing up being the cringe over loved and over cared about kid. making me be so sensitive and so attention seeker but then at 7 i learned with time to hide my feelings, cry alone, be alone, and live without anyone’s attention and care and most importantly without anyones love. Like being a burden and learning how to live without anyone not my mom and not my dad and being independent irl with my emotions , thoughts, and the way i pass with my life as a kid growing up and being a teenager and completing this way to adulthood. And ofcourse its hard changing from the attention seeker kid to no attention at all and being all alone specially being forced to hide my feelings and being forced to not care about anyone and being independent and seeing everyone leaving and completing his life alone and his own family lefting me behind. And even though i managed not to care, i still do. I thought that i have healed. But no sometimes reality hits me and emotions and memories so i be silent alone thinking that im not healed yet i just try ignoring my feelings and what i want i force myself not to care and not to think about the past or making any new decisions. And when falshbacks and emotions hit me i ignore them to not feel weak or not to show my soft side. I dont talk to my mom and i always be angry and emotionless with my mom not caring about her or anyone from the family, and she hates me for that and think that i dont love her but its just that i cant let my self love her i try not to care not to feel and not to let my emotions out around her or about her. Cuz ik i cant be with her and if i let my soft side out i will miss her and it would be harder than being emotionless with her

Shauna T🥀 :

Me too sista

Lydia Rachel :

Never related to something more

Natalie Yvonne🪽 :

Me too.

Kaylee Hannah 🎀 :

Desiree🩷📚 :

Ebzers :

Wish I could hug my younger self 🥲

looneytoonsluna123 :

same bbg you aren’t alone ❤️

_.mechs :

🎀💐🪩💝💘✨ :

This

harhamilton :

i would do this on my drives home bc i didn’t really get to be alone