安•D :
Ewan ko sainyo, gwapo hinahanap tsaka pag na heartbroken sinisisi kaming lahat, Na kami dito na di ka gwapohan laging natatalo sa pag-ibig I, kahit binigay na namin lahat, nag makaawa pa nga ako noon eh di lang isa kundi apat na beses, binabaan ko yung pride ko, I beg for another chance I try to figure out where did I go wrong?, I tried holding the relationship, even though I think it won't hold out, but I still keep trying, I ignored her red flags, although I was heart broken that she was talking to other boys and giving them more energy than she give to me, but I didn't let that get in to me, I just waited and waited in the sidelines till she finally decided to text first after I texted like what 10+ messages, but even so that small conversation instantly lights up my world, it feels like my mood depends on her almost entirely, idk why but I always get attached easily, and I tend to give my all, hoping that if giving my all I would also get smth in return, but guess I was just fooling myself, I'm not handsome neither smart to deserve her affection, but I was trying to be, even when I'm tired, and exhausted, I still tend to her, and I started distancing myself to certain people to avoid misconception, but why, just why, idk why did it just end that easily like breaking up with me is as easy as blowing a candle, what else do I have to do in keeping someone, also with that, I also give her space, and I always ask if I were invading her boundaries or privacy, cause I obviously don't want that
2026-09-28 13:53:53