I honestly don’t even know what happened between us anymore… I just know that whatever this is, it’s hurting me in ways I can’t even put into words, Annie. I’m sitting here with tears in my eyes, thinking about every mistake I made, every lie I told, every time I broke your trust… and I hate myself for hurting the person who only ever wanted to love me.I know I’ve done this more than once. I know saying “sorry” doesn’t magically undo everything I’ve done. And maybe deep down, I know you have every reason not to forgive me this time. I just… I wish I could go back and undo every moment where I made you feel like you weren’t enough.You loved me in ways I probably didn’t even realize I was lucky enough to have. And I’m sorry I couldn’t love you the way you deserved. You deserved so much more than what I gave you. Honestly, sometimes I look at you and wonder how someone like you ever chose someone like me. But please, Annie… don’t leave me in this silence. Your distance is breaking something inside me. I don’t know how to imagine my life without you in it. You’re not just someone I love… you became a part of me, a part I don’t know how to live without.Please forgive me… just one more time. Let’s start over. No old mistakes, no lies, no hurting each other. Just us… trying again, but this time, I’ll love you the way I should’ve from the beginning. I want to give you the kind of love you’ve always given me the kind that makes you feel safe, wanted, and never alone.I swear, whatever love I gave you until now came from the deepest part of my heart. I just wish I had known how to show it better. You’ve forgiven me for so many things before… please, just forgive me for this one too. I can handle a lot, but I genuinely can’t handle losing you. I can’t handle waking up knowing you’re no longer mine to talk to, to annoy, to love, to come back to. Please reply to me… even if it’s just one word. Please don’t leave me wondering if I’ve already lost you. And please… think about everything I said, just once, with your heart. I’m sorry, Annie. For every lie. Every mistake. Every tear. Every time I made you feel unloved. I’m so, so sorry. I don’t want a new person. I don’t want a different life. I just want another chance at the life I was supposed to build with you. :(❤️‍🩹 - @aisha_editx15