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She Died First | Grief
She Died First | Grief
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Tuesday 29 September 2026 16:38:04 GMT
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gtr47224
gtr :
missing someone who used to be your safe place leaves you feeling so ungrounded. reading degrees of frozen silence reminded me that the love doesn't disappear just because they did.
2026-10-27 17:40:41
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lindseyrestaurantgm
Lindsey | Restaurant GM 🍕 :
Grief + perimenopause. I’m unwell lol
2026-09-30 02:27:47
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sfili586
Sarah :
every time I snap over something or get irritated I feel like something is wrong with me. like I'm somehow broken because this is how I'm functioning now
2026-09-29 19:48:37
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dontgiveaf53
tiffany :
never in my life have I felt like someone got it...then a stranger walking the same hellish path that im on says it better then I ever could..
2026-09-30 13:53:06
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dorothybledsoe_
dorothy :
i just want to be left the hell alone.
2026-09-29 20:21:36
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logan_r2014
Lrw£&dirtbikes :
My mum reposted this 😢😢
2026-10-14 12:04:51
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danaijahh
DanaijahH :
It’s the irritation I feel everyday. It’s just always there I swear 😭
2026-09-29 20:51:13
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kizzykeeks5
Kizzy :
This is oddly reassuring. I thought I was just becoming a terrible person. I didn’t realize it was grief making me this way
2026-10-25 18:18:52
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shackett2025
shackett2025 :
1.5 years and still feel this regularly missing my dad😭😭😭
2026-09-30 18:05:02
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ang21lujan
🖤Angie🖤 :
Everything just feels like a damn problem
2026-10-16 21:25:15
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mish_jax
Michelle :
I feel this. October 30th is 2 years. I hate this month 💔
2026-10-01 12:52:45
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ashleyselph7
Ashley Selph :
3.5 years and I still feel like this I'm begging for a break
2026-10-03 03:34:53
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auntnay8
aunt nay :
THIS...fucking this 🖤
2026-10-08 23:12:33
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katietambascia
Katie Tambascia :
Yep all that and peri menopausal I’m like 😡😭
2026-09-29 19:22:02
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itsamyelizabethxo
itsamyelizabethxo :
I feel seen!!!!
2026-10-17 05:46:58
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notsoantsyames
Amy Butler :
I yelled at my dog for the first time ever and immediately felt disgusted with myself. have been on lexapro for about 9 months now and have the capacity to be able to deal with life for the most part.
2026-10-04 09:55:46
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ctnm40
Connie Lee :
Bless your heart. I'll sit with you.
2026-10-03 16:47:56
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grief_lasagna_and_co
Grief Lasagna & Co. :
THIS!!! 💯 Thank you for naming it!
2026-09-29 22:09:30
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mjmc688
MJ from Canada :
THIS!!!!!!!!
2026-10-05 20:37:13
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user1530502114516
sprygirl25 :
I'm so sorry. yes it gets like that. or should I say it is like that. it won't be forever but the grief will be there. I know you would never want it to go away if it means losing a part of her. sorry sweetie.be patient with yourself and don't try to do everything you don't have to or perfectly.ahit that used to matter just doesn't. love you
2026-10-22 19:47:08
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breanna_box_official
Breanna B⃣O⃣X⃣ :
Exactly this.
2026-10-05 21:03:50
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qqqkry
krystina :3 :
i'm on the edge of like ripping into someone over nothing, any moment now. the only thing that keeps me sane is the fact my mother had such a warm soul and would never want me to turn into a spiteful person
2026-10-11 08:21:13
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peytonforcke
peyton 🍊 :
i want silence for the rest of my life until i can hear his voice again
2026-10-24 13:57:36
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c.bearrdp
Carrie-Anne Danard :
someone "important" to me. texted saying "sorry over been MIA lately and I told her to stay MIA... woops
2026-10-04 02:49:00
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sarahhduhh_
SarahhBannCheatham :
Spot fckn on
2026-10-03 04:03:37
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