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i stay quiet because i'm scared that if i tell you how much i'm afraid, it'll only make things heavier for you. but the truth is... i don't want to lose you. the thought of waking up one day and realizing you're no longer beside me is something i can't even put into words. you became a part of my everyday life, my comfort, my favorite person, and the one i always want to come home to. i know i've made mistakes. i know i've given you reasons to doubt me, and i carry the weight of those regrets every single day. that's why i'm trying so hard to become someone who deserves to stay by your side. not because i'm scared of being alone, but because i genuinely can't imagine a future where you're no longer in it. if i could choose one thing over and over again, it would always be you. i'm terrified that one day you'll get tired of me, that you'll realize i'm too much, or that you'll decide your life is more peaceful without me. those thoughts quietly eat at me, even when i don't say them out loud. i'm not asking you to promise forever. i just hope you'll keep choosing us, the same way i'll keep choosing you. because losing you isn't something i ever want to experience. i love you more deeply than i know how to explain, and if there's one thing i'll never stop fighting for, it's us
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