The Werehouse :
I have HUGE issue with that, anything that's "visualization" or "manifesting" where you see* the future. Cause if I see it, it won't come true. Why? not sure. When I was a kid, 12-13yo I started having nigh terrors, hallucinations, among many other issues, that's under control now BUT my way of calming the anxiety at that time became a mantra of "I already saw it, so it won't come true", since I kept on seeing horrific things happening, I focused on them as a "letting go of this" so, since it already happened in a dream or else, then it wouldn't happen in the real world. Problem is, EVERYTHING that I have imagined to happen, has gone badly wrong. Example, I manifested a good artist alley, of course I did my fair work, making all items to the best of my ability, positive attitude and picturing success. What happened? I didn't even cover the cost of the event. Stuff like that has happened every freaking time, to the point am SCARED of seeing something happening. If it's something good, my best chance is to imaging the worst possible outcome. But I'm tired of that, am sick of it, but I don't know what to do.
2026-10-02 19:46:32