@stoplurkingonme: Happy 8th Anniversary, Jordan. 🤍 Today was supposed to look so different. We should be celebrating 8 years together—going on a dinner date, taking a vacation, or just spending the day side by side like we always have. Instead, I’m here on Earth missing you with every part of me, while you’re watching over me from Heaven. These past few weeks without you have been the hardest weeks of my life. There are moments when I still can’t believe you’re really gone. I miss everything about you. Your laugh, your freckles, your big ole nose, those beautiful brown eyes, and especially your smile. Your smile was one of my favorite things in this entire world. It could light up a whole football field, and I would give anything to see it again. I would give anything to have you look into my eyes, smile at me, and tell me you love me just one more time. Losing you has left a hole in my heart that I know will always be there. But even through all of this pain, I can confidently say that I know what it feels like to experience real love. I know what it feels like to love someone with everything in me and to be loved just as deeply and passionately in return. Not everyone gets to experience a love like ours, and I will forever be grateful that I did. Of course, 8 years was never supposed to be all we got. We were supposed to have decades. We were supposed to grow old together. We were supposed to watch our babies grow up, celebrate anniversary after anniversary, and live out all of those plans we made for our future. I would give anything for more time with you. But if there is one thing death can never take away from me, it’s the love we shared. You loved me in a way I will never forget. You gave me a love that can never be replaced, and you gave me memories that I will carry with me for the rest of my life. I will carry you with me through every chapter that comes next. I love you, Jordan. I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will love you for the rest of my life. I will always miss you, and I will do everything in my power to make sure you are remembered, your stories are told, and your legacy continues to live on. I wish more than anything that I could be spending our anniversary in your arms instead of missing you. Happy 8th Anniversary to my best friend, my soulmate, the father of our babies, and the love of my life. 🤍 Until we meet again, my love. 🪽 #Love #anniversary #grief #fyp #LLJ

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