@b_mayjolli: It's been 3 years since I choose to not allow the wool to be pulled over my eyes from the cult. I stood up for myself, and no longer allowed then to bully and gaslight me into to thinking something was wrong with me. I was terrified of leaving all I had known for the past 3 years. What was I going to do? How was I going to rebuild and get theough it? This was another adorable point in my life where I didn't think I had the strength to carry on, and that the easiest thing to do would be - to not exist anymore. There were glimmers and two people who really showed up for me through it all. They helped me to keep moving on and I am very grateful for them. Life is a series or blooming and withering, time and time again. Each time the bloom grows in size. #45to45 . . . Cheers to 3 years of overcoming the cult and moving on in life. . . . . #growth #strength #blooming #selflove