user8768592037901 :
I didn’t play anyone… it has taken me years of personal introspection, asking myself what is happening, what has happened, why and how this could be. Years of pushing through mental pain, trauma, loss, gaslighting (some I believe coordinated and intentional), and having to question everything and everyone. Years of reflecting on experiences I remember from the past, that where odd and out of place, to even have any degree of certainty as to what may have happened, and what is and has taken place in my life behind the scenes. It has damaged and destroyed my life in every conceivable way. Not something I would consciously choose, to do, (nor would anyone else). And NO, in no way did I deserve it. Add up all my foolish indiscretions of my past (the ones that aren’t made up by others, or assumptions), and they are a drop in the bucket compared to what I believe has been done TO ME!
2026-10-04 12:46:51