Kirez :
Flor the "understood your parents sacrifice" my mother was a true monster with me (not just "she beat me one time" we're away past that)
But i discoverd it's because she was so traumatised she didnt even understood life and how to act, her father told her to do me harder, and she was also in depression.
So ok she was struggling i understand, but nothing is a reason to beat your child of 10yo with all your strenght practically everyday for years, to humiliate him in front of his whole family every time i saw them, to never teach me anything, to lock me up in the appartement for years and can only go out for school, to private me from eating multiple days just because i didnt do the dishes, to only have a bed clothes and an empty room where the only things i can enjoy is to throw myself of the window(7th floor) to espace this hell, to make everyone believe she's the greatest mother so they would never believe me when i ask for help, to use a knife on me... to make me sleep outside in fear and cold (and a lot more), she sacrified me, but it was for us to have a better life (ironic).
But today she's not in depression anymore, and she learned life normally, she is trying to change, but evrrytime i see her i can't unsee all of these, should i forgive her ?
2026-10-04 19:26:59