N.C.J.C :
22 years of marriage, and I've mirrored my Hunnys image. He's good to me, we enjoy life in more ways then just one. We have definitely had our differences, He thought something happened with me, he was done, this was after having our baby, which was then 4. He brought it up, I told him, I was getting even with his kiss, he had received. Did it make it okay? Absolutely not! It took him up until 2 years ago to tell me he forgives me, over a kiss. I know he had more of a background, I used it to fuel the flame I had to, or it would almost break me.. I wasn't his first but he was mine. Now we're mature. Things happened, never too unloyal but what he told me broke me, he said I held you on a pedestal! This was when he thought it was more then just a kiss. It wasn't. It was an reenactment of rejection on my part, for Him choosing another girl that night instead of me. But I'm stuck with those memories. I told him the next morning what had happened, I kisssed someone. It still stings. How can someone be on another man's mind for this vids actions? Their just immature.. we were 17 Still babies, it still doesn't make me feel better.what I've done to him even after He did it over me, I'm still stuck with it, because the way I was downgraded from my pedestal.. Now I'm his best friend! His only friend 🥹 His soul mate 🥰 it's the area that we got through with thriving after the hurt, that's kept us afloat. He's overly!! So good to me, I'm loyal and the best Wifey I possibly could be. He's Mine! So much has tried to seperate us over the years, Hrs mine! I'm Hi, we have a beautiful Marriage together, but my heart never wanted anyone but Him. My spirit is married to His. He's my Soul mate.. others soul mate may have done them so wrong, that's why it hurts so badly, only God can sever those roots of existence, be safe and not to just catch feels for just anyone these days, so many are performing out of flesh, but they are demons, walking. We're living the days of Noah. Maybe even Enoche' the giants are our minds and ppl that hate us, then you have the fallen angels to breed with Gods creation. This is why Men put these women in a corner, there's something evil about
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