Figan_3 :
I still remember his large, rough hands. He had long fingers, so when we held hands, I always felt warm. He was very tall, and I often didn't want to hold his hand because I was embarrassed. Or I was uncomfortable. I still remember his smell and that sweater, which was so warm. I remember the love in his eyes and the way he looked at me. Unfortunately, we weren't meant to be together anymore.I'm angry and furious with him, but on the other hand, I still love him and miss him. The funniest thing is, if he gave me a sign that he's truly matured, realized his mistakes, and wants to be better,I would run into his arms, forgetting how I cried for him for months. It's so stupid. I'm stupid. I put on a mask that I'm happy without him and that I hate him and that I feel 1000 times better I feel so lost without him. And the truth is, when I think about him building a life with someone else, it breaks my heart. I'm sorry, I didn't have anywhere to complain.
2026-10-06 15:02:34