@kuwkarinaaaaa: next Christmas I will be traveling somewhere hot and pretending it’s not Christmas, I don’t want no gifts, I don’t want to see no Christmas decorations NOTHING #cancerawarenessmonth #fuckcancer #griefjourney #grief #fy

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lys444_
lys :
anticipatory grief is just so heartbreaking. I am so so sorry sweet girl.
2026-10-06 03:47:25
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reyannernestina
Reyann Ernestina :
No one ever understands when I say I hate Christmas. They think Im crazy. But I hate Christmas. I hate the grief and heartbreak it comes with.
2026-10-06 04:44:37
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0hhliviahh
Olivia :
i cried on my birthday when my grandma called me and thinking about it now , i think i knew it was the last time i’d hear her voice … she passed away a few months later 🥹 and i miss her everyday
2026-10-06 04:50:22
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user12348653718363819
user12348653718363819 :
This happened to me with my grandma who raised me. I was pregnant at the time but knew she'd pass around the time i gave birth. She passed two days after I had my baby. I tried to go see her that night to have one last night with her and have her meet my baby but my husband wouldnt let me go. I never got to see her again. Its still hard to talk about and bittersweet when i celebrate my babys bday. 😔
2026-10-06 06:27:00
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cecebug2
Cecebug :
Me with my dad last christmas in mexico i left and i knew it was the last christmas but not the last hug. :/
2026-10-06 04:03:54
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angelaprestopine
angelaprestopine :
my grandpa always said he wanted to see my sister get married. he had a stroke and was slowly declining over the years. i asked him what he would say to my sister on her wedding day and recorded it. i knew it was coming soon. he passed in October 2025, her wedding was last month. i showed her the video during my maid of honor speech, never cried so hard 💔
2026-10-06 05:46:50
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rona_diecinueve
Rona_diecinueve :
The first of everything after they’re gone has been a special kind of grief. Feels like the color of life has been drained from eyes.
2026-10-06 04:42:05
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thecarlagraceriveraa
Carla Grace Rivera☺️ :
this was me thanksgiving. I sat with my grandmas sister and for a moment it was like my grandma was sitting right there next to me and I started crying. it was the first time I had seen her in years and unfortunately my grandma passed years prior and I never got to go back to mexico. my grandma still stands living in that little blue house. because that’s where I truly saw her last 💔
2026-10-06 08:35:08
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sammielikes_thatone
sammielikes_thatone :
Stop this is me every year I feel like the grinch, but I just try hard for my girls to not see how sad I am every year that my dad is not here on earth.
2026-10-06 04:16:37
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follyjay250
FASHION FURY JEWELRY WHOLESALE :
Lost my dad 2 years ago in October , December was my birthday I was so annoyed he’s Usually the first to call . I woke up at that exact time he do call and my whole day was ruined 😩
2026-10-06 08:36:47
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tayyyy11_
Tayler Smith :
Last Christmas was with my dad, but I had no idea. He suddenly passed 4 days later, 1 month before his grandson was born. This year we’re traveling for Hawaii because Christmas isn’t the same without him. I’m sorry for your loss.
2026-10-06 04:33:12
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yoasapgrandma
yoasapgrandma :
I am so sorry angel
2026-10-06 09:44:53
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unearthingholly
Unearthing Holly 💋 :
My last memory with my mom was singing Christmas songs with her in my car. She passed a few weeks later.
2026-10-06 10:25:57
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zeezeee.a
zee 🧸ྀི :
sending you so much love my girl! i’m here for you if you need anything 💘
2026-10-06 02:45:25
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sofiabellllaa
sofia :
im so sorry, i am sending you strength
2026-10-06 02:20:44
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yesimabratt
dayanara 𝜗𝜚 :
wow literally same
2026-10-06 02:55:41
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12585_days
12585_days :
She’s so loved! Literally surrounded by love! Our grief shows how deeply we love our loved ones. 💗
2026-10-06 03:07:31
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cozybydefault_
cozybydefault_ :
Im so sorry😕
2026-10-06 09:21:32
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giog.1018
giog.1018 :
My bday is in 14 days, 2nd bday without my mom. I cried the 1st bday while seeing her empty chair as everyone sang happy birthday. I’ve cried everyday this month thinking about how the empty chair will be there again this year
2026-10-06 07:38:48
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lanasmommymilkerz
Edvvvvrd :
My last holidays with my dad were so weird I was in this state where I kept telling myself it wasn’t going to be until it happened and I was just struck and I think about it now and how I actually deep down did feel it and I was in so much pain during those holidays. I wish I could have it back. Not just the holidays. The car rides. The picking up food after school. The weekends going out to eat. Sitting with him watching a movie. The little things. It still hurts and I still grieve the small little things I miss doing with him. 🥺😞
2026-10-06 05:11:34
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ashhleey_m
Ash⟭⟬⁷ :
Holidays are definitely harder. I lost my younger sister to cancer at 19yrs old, on July 22nd (10 days after her birthday). Our first christmas without her I couldn’t open my gifts, even though my older sister kept insisting. I went inside the house and bawled my eyes out. New Years was the same, I went inside to her urn and bawled by eyes out for about 10-15mins. Its hard to do so many stuff without her present, its not fair she isn’t here to witness everything.
2026-10-06 05:14:24
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chasing_the_sunn
chasing_the_sunn :
Yup I remember saying “I just want this over. Waiting is awful. We know it’s going to happened. I have to make every single moment special rather than living in it.” I would do anything to live in that feeling again. Idk why but him dying made me realize the true permanece of death in a way I never had before.
2026-10-06 05:13:42
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krispykris70
Krispykris :
I remember the day I knew for sure my mom would die soon,she had been in the hospital for a good 6 weeks already, that day I visited i couldn't even speak, she knew I knew without it being said, and we sat in silence together
2026-10-06 05:15:51
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issa.1224
Issa Contreras :
Knowing it’s your last holiday with a loved one is the worst most bittersweet feeling. It looked like you took it in to the fullest🩷🩷🩷🩷
2026-10-06 04:19:18
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scarlettguardado
Scarlett Guardado :
I’m so sorry for your loss 🥺💔
2026-10-06 04:16:46
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