🌸.bratt.🌸 :
in my next life , i just hope i don't love the same person for years this deeply without ever knowing if they truly feel the same way about me . i hope i never get attached to someone to the point where my mind constantly makes me question myself , my feelings and the person i love . i hope i never have to overthink every little thing , wonder where i stand in someone's life , feel jealous over other people or constantly need reassurance just to feel secure in something that is supposed to feel peaceful .
i hope i never experience a connection that feels so real to me but somehow still leaves me feeling like i'm not the person they actually want . i hope i never have to go through the back and forth , the misunderstandings , the arguments , the distance , the blocking , the apologies , the trying to fix things and then ending up hurt all over again . i hope i never have to feel like my feelings are too much or like i'm always the problem whenever i try to explain why someone means so much to me .
i hope i never have to love someone while wondering if they only like the way i make them feel and not actually love me for who i am . i hope i never have to question whether someone would choose me if they had other options . i hope i never have to feel like i'm fighting for a place in someone's life when i should've always known that i belonged there .
and honestly , in my next life , if i ever love someone this deeply again , i hope they love me with the same certainty . i hope i don't have to chase clarity , reassurance or consistency . i hope love doesn't make me lose myself trying to understand someone else . i hope i can love someone without constantly being scared of losing them , without overthinking everything and without feeling like one wrong move could make them change their mind about me .
i don't regret loving someone with my whole heart , because that's just the kind of person i am . but i hope in my next life i get to experience a love where i don't have to question if i'm loved back . a love that feels safe , mutual and peaceful . a love where both people choose each other , understand each other , take accountability and actually try to make thing
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