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idk, how long will this continue? everyone has moved on, even though my own frnds who were all heeseung biased, jst alr moved on from him i jst dunoo how to do it? Whenever i tryna to see em as before, i always find myself in the same place from where ive been trying to get myself out again & again :) Heeseung was the first guy i noticed in Enhypen & ive liked him since i didn't even know his name & i got to know Enhypen cause of him. i saw the iland for him, then i became even more attached to him, his behavior, his nature, everything was so perfect, seeing which my heart cried:( his hard work even though he himself was so perfect. and when i found out he left the group, i was completely devastated i didn't know what to do & he was the first ever Kpop artist for whom i cried so much that i got sick. My family didnt know 'bout all the sh*ts, so they thought i had a break up, even after that i didn't tell em anything. cause dont want em to get wrong thoughts bout Enhypen and Heeseung; cause they both are so precious to me /: i can't even imagine that someone would say bad things 'bout him/them :( From then till now ive been seeing myself getting hurt and sad like this. the groups which used to give me sunshine, now become my biggest sorrow. whenever i look at em, everything seems to be in trouble. it is not like i don't support em. i do completely support both of em as they're rn. and i respect Enhypen but i can't accept that they're only six.
2026-10-07 17:21:55