Arnie :
i never had this in my life, until recently. i've had a relationship in the past that lasted 7 years and lived with that person for half of it and even though there were changes in how we both acted towards eachother it never changed my mood or how i think. fast forward to today, more than a year after the long relationship i met someone new. a person i loved with everything i had, a person i wanted to grow old with. it all started so well and suddenly after a month and a half in something just changed. they grew distant, cold, avoiding. it started to be on my mind something was wrong, i said something wrong, or sid something wrong. i made myself vulnerable and open by asking if something was bothering them to which they said there wasn't but that still didn't explain this distance. eventually i found out they'd been talking about me to their friends in a bad way, things i'd never heard from my partner eventhough i asked if anything was up. and one day she simply said "i don't care anymore". most would have given up at this point, but i didnt. at this point i was hurting and my friends and family pleaded with me to leave them because it was making me unhappy. but i didn't want to give up because i loved them that much. one day i overheard them talking to friends saying things like "i already have a shoulder to cry on" and "breakup coming soon" i felt like i was a piece of content for their friends. after hearing this i told them i can't go on like this anymore and left them behind. and the worst part? i'm not even agry, i'm so so sad. in all honesty, despite being wronged, disrespected and unloved, i miss them.
2026-10-19 14:47:52