@no80dy47: I said some things I can’t take back but . One things for certain you were the Love of my life . I always put you first, I considered you before I even thought of myself . You were perfection in my eyes, I loved you to the max . Unfortunately I lost myself.. I lost myself in you ! I lost myself trying to keep you. I lost myself trying to make sure you felt loved. . I lost myself tryin to be what you wanted . the whole time you didn’t even want me.. I was just a place holder in your life until you got bored.