@semiichill_: i havent eaten much recently and my stomach n stuff is starting to hurt, i really dont wanna be at school, too exhausting and i could care less about my grades. i feel like i’ve been such a dick to ace recently as well, i’ve been so dry and boring, i really hope he doesn’t lose interest i’ve just been going through a lot recently and i’ve been overthinking a lot as well, i just hope im the only person he’s talking to especially with how he’s talking to me, no one treats me this well and stays that long. he’s my everything right now and to lose him would be to lose myself, i don’t know what i am gonna do without him. i love him so much i just hope he stays a little longer so i can just get through this, i can barely even talk to him in vc, i started crying mid call and i hope he didn’t notice. i don’t want him to know whats going on, but i do at the same time because if he doesn’t know it might just seem like im losing interest, but that’s far from the truth. i really do hope he stays, that i’m the only one he’s talking to, and that he actually loves me for me. ik it sounds stupid but losing him might just push me to the edge and i might just attempt again and hopefully that’ll be that ig all i want is him

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