@tylorgreene8: okay im just going to say how I feel nurse were im at like me at the same time I do not give any of them the time of day why Tylor why well im loyal with no falter I love one woman and intell she says no to my face I will be loyal and loyal like mine is hard to find with that being said she is no fool she will say yes to me I can't drive my self crazy think of her and I always have to remember it will break my heart it's been broken heart before but if it happens again I want stop myself i hope not like lust ain't the same as love I was at Winston Salem rehab rescue mission for 8 months then I got on my feet got a apartment I was doing ok so who ever put bombs 2 of them so one night I got off work started cooking a pizza 🍕 in the stove I might been tripping any way there is a woman i am going to have to find and really that bothers me no one seems to care so why when you are wrong I will help you because im better person than that and it's not your fault but the one man and he knows he is supposed to help me well it's ok fine I just think about my 3 girls and it hurts some people are very lucky I am not a law breaker but who do you go to when you feel like changing something in the law for the better of family