ilm73039 :
I don't want to be famous, neither someone else live . I just want to finally figure it out what I have to do ,to do what they do ,meaning I want to travel and have a job ,but I know that I am not smart , for that i wish to know how they do it ,what they do ,to be able to do what they want . On what I need to work on and do it now and to be like them ,happy and stable and yha ,of course money give you stability, and I work my A## of to get money, but they are not enough to feel alright to go travel, because the job that I worked was temporary and I want to find a job that can give me the freedom to travel and make videos and be a content creator ,but how ? Is easy to say to find your niche and do what people likes, but how many people will actually like it and that takes time and i don't have time ,because I need to find work and i will not have the time to create.
You need money, for that need job ,you need freedom to create, but for that need money and you will not have freedom until you have enough money to pay for your freedom, that will takes to long ,to the point you lost and you are already so lost in the things that you don't want to do ,to the point you don't remember what you want in the first place. And that will cause depression and stress and s^side thoughts . Because I already think about it.
2026-10-09 05:51:51