death stalker OFFICAL PAGE :
wow , I don't know what to actually say ,I sit here thinking for 40 minutes,,I have a life of pain ,sorrow, heartbreak, sin ,and more. I fight the battle each day ,my left hip hurts so so much, but still I stand on my feet and fight each day , I believe in him so so much but I think I'm not good enough for him cause of my sins ,when I'm alone I do pray to him I don't know if he hears me or not ,but I don't give up , even now as I type this my eyes are tears , I asked the lord for help with a new job cause I have nothing, my wife works so hard and I feel so ashamed that she does this alone , I can't even buy anything for my daughter and it breaks my heart so so much , I put out resumes each day but no luck at all ,I only want to be someone right now ,someone who can provide, someone who can say I'm doing it ,someone who can say lord thank you but I can't, I don't know anymore, what do I do , who turns to me if I don't turn to anyone, I remember one time I looked at the gun should I just give up ,what is life anymore, but still I stand up each day ,I worry so so much ,if he is punishment on me then let it be there's nothing I can do about it , I still stand each day, I have no one to talk to ,I hide my pain from my wife and daughter, I hide everything, I have no personal friends to reach out too ,I'm just alone
2026-10-10 00:49:47