dipindi piro pidi :
So, it's just my mind thinking I am okay. Thinking I have already moved on, that you don't matter to me anymore, but the reality is, I don't want my friends to see that I'm still missing you, wanting to see you, wanting to hold your hand, to hug you tight, and to be with you. I always say and pretend I'm okay when my friends are around me, and when I'm alone, I feel so miserable without you. I know it's been two years. They always ask me to move on, saying, "Ang tagal nyo nang wala," pero di nila alam na sa kanya ko lang naramdaman ang totoong pagmamahal. Siya lang ang kauna-unahang tao na minahal ko ng ganito. So, yes, I still like her, but I'm trying to move on, I'm trying to forget her, and I'm trying to let go. Kasi may pinanghahawakan ako, eh. Nakatatak na sa amin before pa maging kami: "Maybe, after 10 years, we'll meet again." That's why it's so hard to let go, knowing there's still a chance, a chance that is not 100% sure.
2026-10-09 16:53:03