@nemothefish87: I remember back when i posted that one weak hero class edit and you commented „so many talented whc editors damn“ and asked me to be moots. Ive been an editor for years and i obviously had some moots but i never had an online friend until you. I remember our first conversation so vividly. I remember asking you why you havent posted in so long and then we both realised that we can speak the same language and started speaking in our language. Ive never felt a bond with anyone like i felt one with you. Truly everyone who knows me, knows you and weve been sisters for almost 2 years now and obviously i had to ruin everything. I‘m so sorry i miss you very much. As you know i‘m avoidant and its not your fault that i am like this but i just dont know why i keep pushing u away. Its like my brain is telling me that „i dont need you“ and that „im okay alone“ even tho i know myself that i‘m not okay without you. I remember in summer 2025 when all we would do is talk with eachother. I made my first kpop insta acc for u bc u asked me if i had insta. I dont normally give out my personal insta to ppl so i gave u an alt and look at my insta acc now, you basicslly helped me find so many friends even tho i‘m not a person thats easy to talk to. I tend to push people away and not let anyone get in or get „too close to me“ but Youre seriously like a sister to me. It hurts cause just yesterday my dad asked me about you and i had to act as if i‘m not avoiding you. I, myself dont know why i keep doing this and i know that its not normal but i realky miss you. I wanr everything to go back to how ir was im sorry. Last school year was the worst time of my life as you know bur you helped me actually get through it, just by listening to ur voice on call or by talking to u until i physically couldnt open my eyes anymore, whatever it was you were always there for me. It hurt me so much when i stalked your reposts earlier and i found a post saying that a person u used to be close to distanced themselves from u. I don‘t know if you meant me, but if you did, i‘m sorry. I‘m really sorry for ruinikg everything. And i truly hope you dont blame urself. I know that you probabky are blaiming yourself but please dont. Please dont cry bubu i love u so much okay can we go back to how everything was in 2025 please?? Purple rain is our song 💜 #juhoon #seonghyeon #cortis #fyp #targetaudience

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