@cblaze410061: Living with kidney disease is exhausting, but pretending to be 'fine' is even more draining. This year has truly tested me. I've been through a lot in life and learned so much, yet nothing could have prepared me for all of this. It was much easier when I had my home, my family, and my person. Now, as I fight for my life, I'm also trying to piece my heart back together. This is all new territory for me; I went from having a family and a home of my own to being back with my mom. I miss waking up to a family, and it's something I have to get used to from here on out. I need to heal somehow, but it hasn't been easy. They say it gets better with time, but honestly, not much has changed other than me cycling through every emotion imaginable. Hopefully, better days are ahead. Grateful for the ones that have stuck around and my family thats been there for me. #KidneyDisease #EndStageRenalDisease #ESRD #ChronicIllness #KidneyFailure
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Friday 09 October 2026 22:21:27 GMT
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pistol71 :
Ive never pretended to be fine.
If I have a good day I HAVE A GOOD DAY
If I have a bad day I HAVE A BAD DAY. WHY PRETEND?
2026-10-10 02:41:15
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Monzter47 :
I’ve been doing it 15 years and it sucks but life continues and I’m grateful each day I get to wake up keep fighting everyone.
2026-10-10 04:20:43
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mozellajohnson7 :
I'm not fine all the times but I keep living cause I'm trusting God you should to it's not a death sentence it's it's a still living sentence
2026-10-10 03:16:54
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Jellyscreations02 :
hang in there 💪🏼
2026-10-10 01:44:52
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Silvia Salazar :
it depend which dialysis you do ido the one at he 10 hours while i sleep a catheter on you stomach with fluid only it has been tiring I highly recommend the home dialysis prayer for all waiting on a kidney
2026-10-10 01:22:38
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Pinkoutspoken :
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
story of my Mama's life 😢💔
2026-10-09 22:57:35
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💚👑becca boo 💋💋👑🖤 :
🫂🫂❤️🙏
2026-10-09 23:18:32
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Martha Alejandro :
🥰🥰🥰
2026-10-09 23:44:31
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