@nickvallentino: It’s a humiliation ritual at this point Shirtless. Reading glasses. 🤦🏻♂️ In my defense, tropical storm Rachel is bearing down and it’s hot and muggy on the coast. Also, I had a few drinks. Shame kicking in. Christians might hear this as an attack. I genuinely, with every ounce of my being, don’t care what you believe. Just my “deceived by Satan” perspective. I post this because maybe there’s someone out there that can relate. I feel really alone in these thought. Maybe I’m not so alone. #deconstruction #religioustrauma #exchristian
Honor the past, live for now. Yeshua was a teacher showing a way just like Buddha, Krishna and many others who walked the earth. What you're having a hard time unraveling is Paul's teaching, not Yeshua's. The Word is all symbolism for the human mind. It's about you.
2026-10-10 09:17:41
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clare odia :
I am not longer an active xtian. however I still believe that jesus was a great sage and teacher in the same way that so many other mystic men and women from different ages and different continents were great sages and teachers.
I also believe that what he was and what he stood for has been heavily distorted by the church.
figuratively speaking, I believe that when you embrace the true teachings of a great sage, his spirit lives in you and you have a relationship with him even though he is no longer alive.
it's all about how you choose to see it.
2026-10-10 10:00:51
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Savy Chic :
Whether the story is true or not, there is an energy source that many have followed and it definitely exists. What you felt is real. We just know the stories in the Bible are not accurate. Listen to near death experiences.
2026-10-10 09:28:02
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WarreniceSmith :
Hi can you please tell us if its not too personal where and how did you stopped believing or what happened? Because 40 years is a very long time
2026-10-10 12:30:15
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Desiree LVN ✌️ :
It’s like being set free from being held captive, healing takes time and that’s a beautiful human journey
2026-10-10 06:46:27
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Chemindilil :
The fact that we need to believe is a clear evidence it's not real, you don't need to believe what you can see or experience. If Jesus was alive and real, we would have a real experience and not what we are told every Sunday to believe
2026-10-10 09:18:49
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angelujhtfi :
I wish I could believe it again too. I’ve learned that belief is not a choice. I can’t just decide to believed it again. I just don’t.
2026-10-10 06:46:51
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Joe E. King Books :
I was a codependent wrapped up in Christianity. I was weak…wrapped up in Christianity.
2026-10-10 05:28:20
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the_curated_soul_co :
I was invited to go to a Catholic mass this weekend and I have no desire to attend this service. I’m so conflicted because everyone saw me as the super catholic and now I have no desires to attend, one person asked me if I was possessed, “ like what’s wrong with you?” “I’m just waiting for your head to spin around in circles “ and to that I answered: “and that’s the reason why I don’t care to go “ I told that person you sound like a freaking radical. I just can’t believe any of this anymore. To you I say you’re not crazy, it’s your intellect telling you that you’re doing the right thing. One thing though, I feel at peace.
2026-10-10 06:11:12
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Lucya Wairimu :
God loves you. forgive them that hurt you in the past. Deliver yourself from the spirit of disbelief.
2026-10-10 10:49:58
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veechina :
what makes you think he is not in you?
how did you realise this whole thing?
hope am not offending, am just intrested on how you started the change in believing Jesus
2026-10-10 10:06:18
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Zbgmdj :
This is the saddest thing I ever heard today:( thinking that you had a relationship but its not true after all:( My heart aches for you:( but its okay!Its your life!!!Ill still include you in my prayers seriously.
2026-10-10 05:33:35
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Rob 🏴 :
yup I know how it feels
2026-10-10 09:28:29
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Liveit96 :
Bro how much did you drink?
2026-10-10 07:30:17
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Amy Marsden :
yeah.
2026-10-10 05:34:45
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themelissamerchant :
Like waking up from being in a cult...
2026-10-10 12:11:11
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Amanda Kreps252 :
it's so wild to look back at how sorry I felt for "nonbelievers" for being so ignorant 😂
2026-10-10 05:30:57
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jqonair :
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
2026-10-10 09:36:00
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Mel C :
sweaty with your tits out...bruh 🫣. Yeah, the only way I could deal with that reality was to tell myself that, what I thought was Jesus, was a very real part of me. I still have access to that part. I still have stellar intuition and wisdom and have the ability to calm myself and reassure myself. it was all me and it's still there. it's just a small shift and it wasn't a waste of time to develop that for 40 years.
2026-10-10 12:38:02
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