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Bri 🪐 :
My birthday is August 14th. I also lost my mom to addiction. And it wasn’t until after her death that I truly understood the darkness and pain she was in and couldn’t control. I miss her. Thank you for sharing, i have no siblings or other parent so i appreciate others who can relate to this horrible disease addiction is. ❤️🩹
2026-10-12 10:44:33
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Marisa :
Oh Steve. 💔 oh my gosh my Frazzle Girl. I love you. 🌻🌻🌻🌻💔💔💔💔💔❤️🩹
2026-10-12 07:53:14
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DarinKicker :
As hard as this time is for you, I believe those letters could be useful to so many people. Please consider writing a book.
2026-10-12 09:51:31
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Mia Bella :
So sorry, I wish it could have ended differently for the both of you. May Jesus heal your heart.
2026-10-11 23:11:37
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Jordan Poteet :
Every. Single. Day. I tell people it’s like jumping off a bridge and you never stop falling. Most people that survive have instant regret, but we fall forever
2026-10-12 00:25:11
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jerzeegrl :
Those writings are a gift from heaven! Stay strong & know he is now your angel! Addiction is such a beast inside us that we just want to escape! 90 days sober from opiates. I am finally living & not just existing! So so sorry for your loss!💙💙
2026-10-11 18:00:00
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Stephen Honeycutt :
14yrs of active addiction 41yrs continuous sobriety Most alcoholics are amazing folks
2026-10-12 05:56:02
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JStar :
😭😭😭I am so so sorry for your loss and I am so sorry for the pain he endured in this lifetime. 💜💜💜
2026-10-11 23:59:24
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healing.our.way :
I am so so sorry. I am so sorry. I hope you do find peace in these.
2026-10-12 08:32:54
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Layna :
I am so sorry about your husband and for your loss and pain. Recovering alcoholic addict here. Believe me we do love in addiction. All I can say is someone who hasn't been there can't realize why it comes first and I don't mean that in a cruel way. I also loved and still do a very intelligent, funny, extremely talented man in addiction..He was the one who got me in recovery..He can't get it. I had to detach with love. Addiction destroys everything and everyone in its path
2026-10-12 07:32:36
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Juicewrld999 :
Hugs so so sorry I have a son in active addiction we are still in the fight 🥰
2026-10-12 04:04:31
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SALAMANDER :
Omg that made my heart pain so badly
2026-10-11 17:32:02
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farmgirl :
My person died August 8 2022. He was an artist but couldn’t stay focused. I’m sorry. The pain is very hard and hopefully somehow you have a glimpse of how terrible of a battle it truly is.
2026-10-12 04:32:01
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LizzFore :
I’m so sorry. My birthdate is July 10th
2026-10-12 05:36:36
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Matthew Paul Curtis :
🕊️♥️😎♥️🕊️keep shining so beautiful and bright and please give yourself a big beautiful smile from ear to ear in front of the mirror for yes it's been many a year since I've seen my own face or smile in the mirror I might be blind without sight showing the love and light of Christ Jesus yes blind with friendship on my mind I just wanted to be kind and say yes it's so true Christ Jesus loves you with the salvation of Christ Jesus there is no need for any fear or fright even in the darkest of night or the brightness of day for Christ Jesus truly is the only way each and every day I just had to say with much love Matthew and yes it's so true Christ Jesus loves you 🕊️♥️✝️♥️🕊️
2026-10-12 01:53:10
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Jennifer Roberts Ker :
It’s so hard because you truly care for him and loved him.
2026-10-11 18:09:39
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Recovery :
I’m in so much pain too.
2026-10-11 13:59:26
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Matthew Paul Curtis :
🕊️♥️✝️♥️🕊️
2026-10-12 01:51:30
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Matthew Paul Curtis :
🕊️♥️✝️♥️🕊️
2026-10-12 01:50:53
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Brandi :
I'm here. I see you. 🌻🌻🌻
2026-10-11 21:19:09
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dub_me_Warren🫶 :
loud & clear my sister.
2026-10-12 00:23:01
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jeanettemedina762 :
Prayers
2026-10-11 23:58:09
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Misty :
My heart breaks for you every time your videos pop up on my feed. While not my husband or my partner, I love someone (sibling) who has battled addiction for 20+ years too. I struggled for many years to accept it, and I judged him as to how he could not get out. But one day, during the days my mom was ill with cancer, he came to stay for a week. It was in a moment that we were talking that it just kinda hit me. I understood how much he wanted to get away from it and how much it had a trip on his life. It was in that moment that there was some kind of understanding and acceptance that he was a different person than the one I knew and loved. Drugs had robbed him of that boy I knew in my heart and changed his mind of who he now was. It was in that moment, I viewed it all differently. A mind he wanted to escape, but couldn’t. He eventually went to rehab for several months. For the most part, he’s doing well. If he does drugs now, I am not aware. I don’t think he is, but one never knows. I also know there is a good chance that the drugs will call back to him again one day and he will slip. I know now, this is a forever fight he will endure and one he may not ever fully escape. My brother’s mind has changed, as the drugs created mental illness in him like schizophrenia and bipolar. I know he feels our love, but still fights those demons. Your husband loves you so much. It is apparent in how you talk about him and the videos you share. He was robbed of who he was and knew it. He wanted so much to love you the way he knew you deserved. I hope someday, you are able to move past some of the longing and sadness. You deserve to be able to let go of some of this pain. I’ve been watching long enough to know you have your good days and your bad. And o hope that whatever I’ve said here is not taken in the wrong way, as I really do hear and see your love and pain. I know you put this out there to hopefully help others who are dealing with the same. But remember, you can’t always sacrifice yourself for others, as sometimes you need to choose you and your happiness over others. I hope that makes sense. With love!💕
2026-10-12 00:48:00
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dahling :
Love. Breaks our hearts
2026-10-11 22:32:35
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Emily Bowman :
sending you lots of love n positive vibes!
2026-10-11 16:46:22
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