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I thought she liked me, maybe she did, she sent me sweet little videos, I was the only one that checked up on her when she was struggling, when I was struggling she automatically helped me catch myself, one day I’m blocked, one day she leaves every group chat, yeah, I always knew it wouldn’t work, different religions different everything, I mean still, can you leave a word for me? I have a heart. How do you expect me to not cry myself to sleep every night thinking about everything I could’ve done differently. It breaks my heart. It shatters it, do you miss me too? It was the right choice to block me because it never could’ve worked. Does god have a plan for me? School getting hard, relationships fading, family is shit. Can I keep up? I’ve been depressed for more than 2 years, I thought she was my only cure. Now what, it’s been a few months after she cut contacts. I want to talk to her, at least be friends, my heart, it actually shatters every time I see her. I miss her. I look at our old messages, account not found. I look for you every day. I dream of you frequently. I can’t move on, getting more numb every day, I’m tired god, I want to rest, I love you, so please reel me out. You don’t want me to suffer right? I’m your child. Please.
2026-11-08 08:37:09