Hi all, 💕 This note is for every single one of you who’s loved me, waited for me, been patient, and stood by my side. From September 17th, when I abruptly stopped streaming on Sillybilly, up until today, October 11th, I’ve taken 24 full days to pause and reset. 🥲 This break happened more suddenly and lasted longer than I originally planned. But after two years of back-to-back streaming, this is the very first time I’ve completely stepped away from online life. I finally had space to sort out my life, reflect on myself, reset my mindset, and map out what I want for my future. I’m sorry for leaving so abruptly, and thank you for welcoming me back after this long quiet period. During this time, I went through a lot of tough moments that only solitude can teach you. I carried all that exhaustion and heartache quietly on my own. But I also got to experience so much warm, gentle joy, and fully soak in all those small, precious moments of life. I truly believe everything happens for a reason, as God intends. A lot of you have asked why I switched accounts and started fresh. I’ve come to realize: every connection we have with people, every chapter we step into, only lasts for a certain season. We will always gravitate toward environments that feel good for us, and say goodbye to things that drain us. All goodbyes come sooner or later, that’s just life. When reality doesn’t match what your heart hopes for, knowing when to step back and start over is one of the bravest things an adult can do. I don’t hold any bitterness toward people who left me anymore. I fully accept every “hello” and “goodbye” life brings. I let go of everything that drains me, wears me out, and pulls me down, so I can embrace this brand new, clean, free future that’s mine. And all my courage to restart comes from you, my friends. Honestly, I cherish every moment we built together over these past two years more than anyone. I treasure every little bit of warmth and memory we made side by side. But I’ve learned: it takes courage to walk away, and confidence to start again. Even though I only have 287 loyal supporters right now, I know for sure: Your love is my endless, irreplaceable strength. I can say goodbye to my old account peacefully, gently, and with no regrets. That account held me when I hit rock bottom, watched me grow, lifted me up to my highest moments. It fulfilled its purpose. There’s no resentment or regret in my heart, only gratitude and peace. Every hardship I’ve overcome is part of my story. Every problem I solved made me stronger. Now I’m reset, recharged, ready for this new chapter. With all of you who love me, trust me, and stay by my side, I’ll keep moving forward steadily. Together we’ll build this one-of-a-kind, pure new path that belongs only to us. That old journey once took me to the mountaintop. And together, we will climb back up and shine again. ☀️ A quick thank you to my old team and platform for giving me opportunities and growth. Thank you to every person and every experience I’ve met along this road. No step in life is wasted. Every single thing teaches you something. Either I win, or I learn. Time will tell everything. 👏 Thank you for choosing me still, across all the distance. Thank you for growing with me through this pause and fresh start. Silly Team 2.0, Are you ready? 🙄 Oct 11, 2026 Fiona #sillybilly #ThankYouSupporters #FreshStart #GrowthMindset #SillyTeam - @sillysis168