@eatingbeomgyuandgf: in my 2nd yr of community college and even before i started, i haven’t found my “place” or my “purpose”. to tell myself the truth i really hate it so bad because why do i have to go to school for something that im not sure about, scared and uninterested. yes maybe it can benefit me in the job market but right now? i don’t care for it. genuinely im so tired and exhausted. but why am i so tired when i only take 3 classes?? and why is everything so hard? why do i love procrastinating everything. like yes i study and do my work sometimes. yes i should be paying attention and read everything throuroufhly cause ill learn a lot but i just hate it? i hate being lazy i hate procrastinating i cant focus on anything it’s so hard?? it’s so exhausting? i’m always tired? i just wanna stay in bed and quit. what’s the point. i mean yes i’ll keep going but it’s just a never ending cycle of the same thing every week. and for what? it doesn’t feel fulfilling most days. i don’t even know what im talking about tbh. i know i have to do this cause i have people depending on me for a degree so i can be successful? what if i just don’t wanna go to school and ill just go do smth idek? can i just d! fr like im so tired but i dont cause i kinda do like my life i love my gf im just tired of always going back to the same cycle. one day ill be so productive, the next i wont be, then again, or then i wont be. its so hard to stay productive and get things accomplished. i’m so weird??? i care too much about what others think. i’m slow, im stupidd i could just stop bitching and lock the fuck in but?? Idk i’m just gonna sleep now thank u for reading if u did i love u :3 #vent #lol

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Monday 12 October 2026 05:27:46 GMT