@humansinplainsight: Childhood sexual abuse

Anonymous :

Damn I thought something was wrong with me for this. 😔🥺 Are we ever able to feel comfortable in our own bodies again. Been yrs and there are times I can still smell his soap, feel his hand over my mouth, pinning me down. I can get around someone that remotely reminds me of him and not always, but there are times I spiral (locking every door possible, constantly looking over my shoulder, scanning for danger, but him not him he's still living large trips, fancy restaurants, etc .. without no care for the harm caused. I don't hate, I don't want revenge, what I want is safe connections where I don't have to worry about my life when I'm sleeping next to who's supposed to be safe & my partner. Just know you're not alone. I see you and I'm so sorry you've been through this or are still going through it. Sending you a virtual hug 💜🫂🙏