@ptazio: how it feels waiting for someone who knows you’re waiting for them, but not knowing if they will ever find it in themselves to let you back in i’m not going to pretend i’ve made peace with it. i haven’t. i just got used to carrying it. the hardest part isn’t the waiting itself. it’s that she knows. she knows i’m here, she knows how i feel, and she hasn’t said yes or no. so i’m left in the middle, not sure if i’m being patient or just holding on to something that’s already closed. i don’t want to push. i’ve learned that pushing someone who’s still deciding only makes the door heavier. so i stay quiet, and i try to be someone worth letting back in. but some days the quiet gets loud, and i start wondering if she’s actually thinking about it or if i’m just easier to leave in the background. i keep telling myself that if she ever comes back, it has to be because she wants to, not because i wore her down. and i mean that. i just don’t know how long i can hold that line without it costing me something. so this is me, still here, not knowing. i don’t need an answer today. i just wish i knew whether there was a question. 🎬 clip from The Summer I Turned Pretty #thesummeriturnedpretty #waiting #sadedit #lovestory #fyp

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