@lottosmomma: Looking back on this I’m definitely glad I have things like this just to to remind myself. The excuses and how stupid he sounds is something I laugh at now. but I’m so drained and hurt from pleading with this man to act right that I physically LOST MY VOICE and I’m still pleading with him. Just to hear yourself in that much pain after you have left that person is actually crazy. And this is the exact type of shit I’d forget about too.