@metflorals: I'm almost 40 and have been miserable with the direction my life was going. Both of my parents passed away within a few months of eachother this year. For my father's services, I made 2 large arrangments that I thought were top tier (spoiler, they weren't 🤣). Since then, I've kept on going and I don't plan on stopping. I have been having fun designing while I work on building my business and opening my own shop.