@darswish: And now I’m all alone with those memories but it’s the best thing for me to grow into who I need to be for tomorrow. #friends #nostalgia #memories

Amerix._ :

i dont know what im gonna do after school except work cause studying is all i ever did for the entirety of my life

￴ ￴ ￴★ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴￴ ￴ :

i wonder if they think about the memories we shared as much as I do

️ :

i kept on saying highschool suck as fck but deep down i know i don't mean it at all

マルセル🫠 :

I'm saying all of this here, with no repost, no like, but man I wish I did. God, I wish she'd stalk my account sometimes, even just out of curiosity, even just to see if I'm still around. I hate that I wish for something so small, something I have no right to ask of her anymore. I know she's moved on. I mean it's already been six months. Part of me wishes I'd said something different, done something differently, been a little more patient, a little more understanding, a little kinder when it mattered. You wouldn't believe how much of that I keep buried inside my head, how often I wake up in the middle of the night, replaying those days and just imagining all the ways I could've made things different. I can't forget how she'd grab the end of my jacket and tug me along while I tried to help her with her homework as we walked, how she'd struggle to cut the meat on her lunch tray and I'd cut it into smaller pieces for her, how I could wrap my arms around her and feel her warmth against me, how her large forehead felt when I kissed it, the softness and shape of her face, her eyes, the way she'd curl herself into a little ball on my passenger seat while I drove her home after school, neither of us saying much, just enjoying the quiet. God, I'd give anything to sit through that silence one more time. Everything about her. Even the things I probably never told her I loved. And you know what? I can't even bring myself to hate her for choosing someone else over me. How do you hate someone for finding happiness, even when you're left trying to figure out what to do with all the love they left behind? In 2028, I'll be dispatched to Japan. Every day, while I'm here, far away from home and everything familiar, I catch myself thinking about the letter I might write before I leave. All the words I've kept trapped inside me, all the things I wish she'd understood, all the things I'll probably never get the chance to tell her. I could fill pages with it. I could tell her how angry I was, how badly she hurt me, how sad and disappointed I was in myself, and in the way everything turned out. I can never find the right words, and I still haven't decided if I'll ever send it.

semen slayer :

It sucks how relatable this is when im not even out of highschool yet

4rnel. :

Always the Highschool Arc

Ash A White :

Bro this made my stomach turn existential dread

𝒬 :

I dont want school to end

anne :

dont even joke lad

☆ :

feels like im the only one missing these moments among my classmates lol

Xen_zaki :

The saddest part isn’t being the last to remember, but knowing that one day, the memories will fade, as if we never existed at all.

naqib? :

ngl maybe julian sticker was exact emotion that im gonna show if i remember ts, its like tryna act like idgf but i literally cant i miss my friends so freaking mucj

urguythy :

see you tomorrow

dnnylls :

what a time…

~S :

Wow adulthood got everyone stuck in their own arc [Fire]

pettyyvette :

yhooo that's beautiful

Dre :

nanii :

xand𖦹 :

Xian :

buffdaddy69 :

chine :

yeah

𝓜𝓲𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓮 :

rafatduran :

those “2 weeks home” at the beginning of covid was the end of all of that

key :