@kate_norris: Both versions of me are real. The mom crying when she’s alone, and the mom laughing and finding moments of happiness. Both love and miss their son just as much. Losing Preston didn’t give me a choice about whether my life would keep going. Although there are some days I wish it hadn’t…. It kept going, and I’ve had to learn how to live while carrying a hurt I can’t even put into words. A smile doesn’t mean I’m done grieving. A happy moment doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten. You don’t see every tear, every quiet moment, or how deeply I wish he were here to share it all with me. I will keep living for my daughter, and I will keep missing my baby boy in heaven. For the rest of my life, both will be true. 🤍 #prestonforever #okaybaby #lifeafterloss #childloss #grief