@itsgabriellebuck: Sat in my car for 2 hours once I got home, cried for half of that. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. This is not my life. I want to go home, I want to be taken care of. I don’t exactly have a home and I don’t have anyone to take care of me. I just want my mom. A year and a half since her death and I cannot get over it or accept it. That’s my MOM, I need her. She wasn’t supposed to go and I feel like I’m going crazy stuck here without her. Like I’m in the wrong reality and I just need to find my way back to the right reality somehow. She has to exist still somewhere, she can’t be gone. She can’t. I’m so tired of people thinking I’m ok or that I should be ok by now.. there’s no time limit to this. I lost my mom FOREVER, I will NEVER be ok with this. I will never be ok. #grief #momloss #parentloss #notokay

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Wednesday 14 October 2026 02:05:25 GMT