@maggikaripls: “you deserve this and more sayang” - him ☹️ the way this man always finds a reason to celebrate me 🥺 as someone yang so hard on herself and never rasa good enough with her success, i always give excuse whenever i achieve smthg to discredit it. if i dapat A in an exam, i’d make myself believe the teacher salah tanda or they purposely make the questions easier. if i get an award, i’d make myself believe they went easy on the selection. it was as if i was never good enough to be successful. maybe sbb dkt sekolah dulu i selalu kena buli and orang ckp macam2 kot hahahah so i dah terbiasa percaya yang i ni loser je. but this man, benda yang i tak pernah stop to celebrate pun he wants to make a cake out of it. he celebrated each of my wins, made sure i acknowledged and sees all my efforts, and determined sangat to make me feel special. sekecil kecil perkara. literally, my lelaki baik ❤️🩹