nobody :
The pain comes when you lose someone who meant a lot to you, when you start hating yourself so much that you can barely stand being yourself anymore, when you can no longer see a way out of the loneliness that’s slowly eating you alive. It hurts so deeply when you feel like you have no one who truly cares about you, when being alone becomes unbearable, and you reach a point where you feel like you just can’t take it anymore.
You’ve been alone for so long that it’s becoming harder and harder to bear. You can’t see a way back anymore, so you try to accept reality for what it is, even when you’re suffering on the inside and almost every day feels exactly the same. You keep telling yourself that all of this pain is supposed to make you stronger, so you force yourself to keep moving forward. But deep down, you don’t even know what you’re still holding on for… I guess part of you is still hoping for a better future, while another part is trying to gather the strength to finally change, to grow, and to become someone you can be proud of.
But the truth is, you’re terrified of changing anything. You’ve grown so used to living this miserable life, a life where you’ve had no one but yourself, that the thought of stepping into something different feels almost impossible. So you keep carrying everything on your own, convincing yourself that asking for help would only make things harder. You keep pushing, keep fighting, and keep telling yourself that you can handle it all alone, even if it means slowly losing yourself along the way.
And now, you feel completely lost… like you’ve been fighting for so long that you’ve forgotten what you were fighting for in the first place. 🖤
2026-10-14 18:04:10