@zeuster91: A year ago today, was the last time I ever saw the man I planned to marry. Still hurts, but I’ve healed a lot too. It’s kinda weird grieving someone who’s still around—he was my fiance, coworker, best friend, my everything. I’ve learned to be strong on my own and pick myself up, even when I just wanted to quit. I recorded this video back then because I was having a serious anxiety attack , I felt like I was dying and none of it felt real. I love so fiercely and with my whole being that I blamed everything on myself, but I now know that's not true. Just wanted to say it does get better—it’s still tough, but we’ve gotta keep pushing because there are always better days ahead. ♡ I still have a long way to go but I have a good heart and that counts for something. and if you've made it this far I hope and pray that you never experience this type of pain, ever of being discarded like a piece of trash. you are enough. don't give up. ♡

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keetonalden
Keeton Alden :
I’m sending you so much love. ❤️
2026-10-15 12:05:17
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efpequeno01
Neto Pequeño :
You’ve already won because finding yourself is the ultimate goal, something no one can take from you. Now you have room and time for the next man when it comes. ☺️💪🏽
2026-10-15 18:29:58
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user1522351612555
Greg Millette :
Hang in there bro, you got this!!
2026-10-15 15:40:21
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santiago_tx34
santiago_tx :
Be strong king! After 9 years and 11 months, this past July, same thing happened to me. It hurts but I have a STRONG support system and they tell me everyday that I will be okay. I can already see my ex is struggling and when that should bring me joy bc of the “told you so” concept, it actually saddens me. I sorry you are experiencing this. I’ll be praying for you
2026-10-15 12:59:53
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ezduzzit24
EricJr956 :
Thanks for sharing! You are right! At the beginning its confusing, it hurts, its everything all in one BUT time heals a broken soul. I was with mine 5 years. Its taken time to make changes but they will come. No matter what, we are never alone. God is right there with us. Ready when we need him 💎
2026-10-15 12:46:34
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enelsoninaustin
enelsonaustin :
Don’t ever give up.
2026-10-15 03:43:51
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stasha505
Stasha 😎🇵🇦🇵🇦🌈🌈 :
same bro
2026-10-15 12:50:00
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luxyy024
Reyna Luxy Lash :
Ohh myyy 😫😫😫😫
2026-10-15 03:51:29
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hrhpatrick
hrhpatrick :
The year of “firsts” is absolute hell. I felt exactly how you did when my ex and I split up - he was the man I planned to marry. In time, it does get better. Not completely, but still. Keep going mister. 💕
2026-10-15 03:53:03
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frankavilez82
frank avilez :
This got me 🥺 totally relate and now I have to remember it every year on my bday when I pulled the plug and detached on my bday. It’s been a year for me too October 7 and not even a text happy bday did I get. Sucks but life goes on. We have to believe the right one is out there. ♥️
2026-10-15 03:48:06
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rubybellavita
RubyBellaVita :
I’m sooooo proud of you!! ❤️❤️❤️
2026-10-15 03:35:49
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laura_rr1
Laura Ramirez :
Remember we have to keep shining 🌼🧡
2026-10-15 03:43:09
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dangitsremy
remy dang 🫧 :
ily bookie 🤍
2026-10-15 04:28:46
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anthonysantiago30
Anthony Santiago :
No llores . Papi dios tiene algo más bonito y más lindo para ti. Solo está esperando el momento indicado. La pasiencia es una virtud… mientras tanto sane ese corazoncito. Bendiciones campeón.
2026-10-15 13:29:49
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goodguyantonioo
GoodGuyAntonioo 🔪🩸 :
I’m here if you ever need a friend, yes we don’t know each other but talking to someone really helps. Stay strong 💪🏽🫶🏼🖤🫂
2026-10-15 05:37:34
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fatgaymexican
FatGayMexican :
Hi, atx here too! Hope you are well 🙂
2026-10-15 07:52:12
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a.j.martinez210
A.J.Martinez40 :
I hate when those days sneak up on you. but in all honesty it shows how much you really cared and Loved Someone
2026-10-15 04:19:46
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willy_umm1
William Valentino :
Love you friend 🤍
2026-10-15 11:31:48
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bertowhite1
Berto White :
Wow ….. I’m so sorry …looking for my tribe 15 years and I’m about to be solo but at some point I had to start loving me …. So here we go ….. it hurts so bad and it’s not even completely over yet ….. hate this for us but congrats to you
2026-10-15 05:55:19
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mezandres91
Andres91 :
Fuck dude u hit home right now it’s been 5 months and it still hurts a lot and I I feel exactly how u did I hate it soo bad specially because he is out there with his new man fully in love like if me and him never happened while im here just trying to get through.
2026-10-15 13:27:23
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dontmisstris
Tris :
What a heavy feeling - and it carries so many nuances. I’m sending you love friend
2026-10-15 08:37:24
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barneyhernandez1961
barneyhernandez1961 :
my heart gose out to you for loosing your evening 🙏 I know the that feeling loss my frist love you just treasure all those amazing memories they hlep on hard days, I know he's watching over you to keep you safe❣️💐much hugs 🫂
2026-10-15 15:40:54
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.tgschofield
🏳️‍🌈Thomas Schofield🏳️‍🌈 :
❤️‍🩹
2026-10-15 11:41:56
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toxicpsychoguy
toxicpsychoguy :
👏🏼🙌🏼💯
2026-10-15 13:33:14
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jonson25923
Jonboii :
🫂🫂🫂
2026-10-15 12:20:50
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