@officially_notokay: There's something particularly heartbreaking about losing someone you felt was meant for you on a soul level. When you experience that kind of love, you realize it's not something you can just replace or find around every corner. It's the feeling of being understood without explaining yourself, of feeling at home in another human being, of finding a connection that feels almost impossible to put into words. And now you're expected to keep living in a world where the person who made it feel so special is no longer here. #grief #widow

nicole | my grief diary
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jesscalynn87
Jessica :
He was everything to me. I’m 39 years old and I’ve never ever been loved like he loved me. We knew each other for 10 years and then we became one. I’ll miss him the rest of my life. I’m so mad 😢💔
2026-10-15 22:34:14
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itsyungkahti
Kate :
losing the protection and safety of this bond has been world altering shit. I literally don’t have the person who was watching my back and I haven’t his to watch. It makes me feel so unsafe.
2026-10-15 21:59:53
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creeopatra
𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐄🎃𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐀 :
3 years…still feels like it just happened some days and some days are tolerable and I don’t feel bad for enjoying things anymore but definitely not looking for relationships no more…one n done
2026-10-16 01:17:56
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lunaaliquee
LunaaLiquee :
My everything + more. In every lifetime ❤️‍🩹
2026-10-16 03:11:27
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its_toopoof
its_toopoof :
Ohh... I am angry... at everything... every single day!
2026-10-16 00:59:31
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ness9600
Vanessa :
This is the thing like we were perfect for each other, he was genuinely one of a kind, we were obsessed and so in love with each other. It was 100% one in a lifetime. He was my everything, we did everything together and I felt so so loved, I know I’m never going to experience something like it again. It’s just so so unfair. We should have had more time together and he was taking from me, it has only been 2 weeks and I just don’t want to keep going without him for who knows how long.
2026-10-15 22:33:41
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ellie.w3lshx
els x :
he was my everything
2026-10-15 21:20:55
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mrahlove
Mariah T :
It’s absolutely devastating. It’s been 6 years trying to wrap my head around this reality and searching for answers that I’ll never get
2026-10-15 23:12:04
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miss12041987
miss t :
I hate the world. he was my world
2026-10-15 21:52:26
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katfinity
carol :
Yup it’s pretty depressing.
2026-10-16 01:07:22
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fionaannarosestar
Fionaannarosestar :
true my husband my soul mate. no one teaches loss the broken the lost you feel the loneliness you also me anger why me. not anyone. else. and that couple is happy. they never anything happens too them. you start questioning yourself is me. I should be alone
2026-10-16 00:56:42
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lala021399
Roes :
This is me. 😢
2026-10-15 22:25:20
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charlottenaughton1
Naughtons29 :
My whole world 💔
2026-10-15 21:52:45
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white_salamander
Sally Mander :
He was my one. THE ONE!!! And he died. I'm sad. Angry. Depressed. Lonely. I hate my life without him.
2026-10-16 00:17:34
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tareuhhh
Terra :
And then I am told it's selfish to want to follow him. I'm sorry are you looking at 60+ years without the other half of your soul??
2026-10-16 01:36:48
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my.name.is.mudpond
Jessie Mudpond :
I just wish I can call her and tell her the good news but a part of me thinks that she already knows and is proud of me [Broken heart]
2026-10-16 01:07:59
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spirtual944
Pray1825 :
I’m going through this for five years now the only man that truly loved me and accepted me with all my
2026-10-15 22:45:17
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kaka0538
Mcgowankaka 🤠 :
I lost my soul mate be 2 years in January miss him every day 💔
2026-10-15 23:56:46
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bailey0320
bailey0320 :
It’s been 6 years and it’s still just so hard 💔to
2026-10-15 23:13:11
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thelostsoulofsep
thelostsoulofsep :
Going through it at 18 😔
2026-10-15 21:34:19
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nikkifm1828
Nikki🪐🦇 :
Everyday my heart feels so heavy wishing I had more time not understanding why we couldn't just grow old with each other before he passed I probably was the happiest I ever had been they take a big part of you when they pass life doesn't feel the same anymore I miss my person
2026-10-15 21:34:48
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theresalee1230
Theresa Ann :
I felt I finally found my soulmate and he was taken from me 2 years ago and my life is forever changed🤍😪
2026-10-16 10:27:36
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tinahepple445
[email protected] :
God's plan and put God first God bless
2026-10-16 09:07:23
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emma061189
Emma :
we werent perfect he but was my one. I love him with all my heart and miss him every second of every day. 8 years together and a month ago he went before me 💔
2026-10-16 07:15:20
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diaryofbrodswifey
diaryofbrodswifey :
This 💔👏🏼
2026-10-15 21:57:36
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